That’s a much more positive title than I’m feeling right now. I think the grey cloud that’s hanging over my office is having an effect on my mood. Ugh, I hate rain when it should be sunny.
I made a decision today that I have to start writing more. Since finished NaNo at the end of November, I’ve done very little writing. Yeah I write weekly for [Fiction] Friday, and write blogs, but that’s all. I’m not doing anything else. So. I’m going to set myself a target of 250 words a day of writing fiction. I’ll say I’ll do it in May, then that should give me a push to get back into it. Afterall, writers write, if I want to be a writer I need to write!
I might see if I can find an actual challenge, held by someone, that I have to report to for May. That would kick my ass into writing!
I got my assignment back from my writing course tutor. Some very positive things were said. But, alas, she’s not suggesting I submit my story for publication yet. Aww. Was hoping she’d be thrilled with it and tell me to. But now she’s pointed the flaws out, I can see what she means. Last week I decided that I was going to submit the story this week – that if she didn’t suggest I submit it, I’d make the corrections she noted, then submit it for publication. I’m not going to do that. I think. I’ve paid a lot of money for her advice, so if she thinks I’m not ready, I’m going to take her advice. It just means I need to work harder and get on with my next assignment quickly.
I must say, there’s a little bit of me that feels relieved I ‘m not going to do it. If I don’t send my story to a magazine, there’s no chance I can get rejected. I’m a big believer in everything happening for a reason, so maybe right now, with everything else going on, I’m just not strong enough for the (potential) rejection. I’m looking at the positives not negatives. I will grow from this.
One of the tips my tutor suggested was putting only one space after a full stop. Eek. When I was taught how to use a computer, I got taught to put two spaces. Automatically I put two spaces, on everything. I do it without thinking, and now I need to stop it. It’s going to be so hard. Put I’ll do it. Somehow. In the whole of this paragraph, I managed to only do it once without correcting it. Once when I was typing about it, if it wasn’t on my mind then, it’s going to be an uphill struggle. Still, will be worth it.
She also send some information about punctuating dialogue that was really useful. There’s a booklet that comes with my course all about spelling and grammar. I really need to read it.
I’m reading a book at the moment that I’m really struggling with. It’s a period piece set just after WW2 which is so not my thing. In fact I don’t think I’ve ever finished a non modern book. That’s bad. But history has never really interested me, I know that sounds terrible, and so I find it hard to get into things set in the past. I find it hard to care. Plus, this is a bit of a horror story. Don’t usually go for those. But, it’s had strong recommendations, so I don’t want to give up quite yet. I think I’m going to give it until page 50, and if I’m still not enjoying it I’m going to give up. When I’ve got 80+ books sat on my shelf unread, and another ‘wish list’ I’ve created with about 20 books, I don’t think it makes sense to read something I’m not enjoying!
I’ve read a couple of articles over the last few days about posting your fiction work online. One article said it was a good idea, the other a bad idea. I’ve been thinking a lot about it over the last week or so, because I’m not sure it is a good idea. Although my reasons for thinking it’s a bad idea are different to the article’s. Which I guess is bad – it’s given me more reason to think it’s a bad idea. Not a bad idea as such, just maybe not what I want to do. BUT, I love taking part in [Fiction] Friday, so I’m just gonna carry on.
I thought I had much much more to write, but it seems not. Well, I’ll probably post this then remember what else I had to say. Typical.